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Originally Posted by stormchaser  I never dreamed of the day i'd have to look up at a vet and tell her to put my dear baby to sleep for good but when you see your baby suffering and you know there's no hope you have to do what's best for them and not what's best for you. Your gut tells you to keep them hanging on but I told her if I could take the hurt to myself and away from her I would ..... well I guess that's what I did because I know she's not hurting anymore and now my insides are torn apart I never knew you could hurt like this but i'm glad its me and not my sweet baby girl. I stood there with her in my arms her head on my shoulder as the vet stuck the needle in her IV and slowly put my baby to sleep I felt the life leave her as her sweet little chin slowly lowered down to the bend of my arm and the last breath leave her and then I knew she was gone and I totally fell apart. I've never felt more empty and alone inside I lost my baby my daughter my best friend but I truly know she will always be in my heart as will I hers. Roxee may Glod Bless you and keep you safe until I can get there to. I love you my sweet baby girl and will miss you more than u know. I know your know well and healthy and running and playing I know your your old self again and what i'd give to see that just one more time. I know u'll be waiting at that rainbow bridge for me and I cant wait to see you once again come running to me with your sweet sweet kisses I love you Rox love daddy |
I hate to keep writing but it does seem to help to a small degree telling everyone about my little angel. Never in her life did I need that baby that she wasn't right beside her daddy. she literally made every step I made she was the joy of my life and how I find away to go out without her. I know when there was no one else in this world I could count on I could always count on her being there for me without question. She loved me totally and unconditionally and I can say I did the same for her without doubt. People have already starting asking when I was going to get another one and you know at this point I doubt I ever will after you've had a living angel not sure if another could ever live up to that. Roxee and I had a very very special love and bond that I don't think can be replaced. God Bless you my angel your my heart and soul. I will love you always and forever and until we meet at that rainbow bridge my God keep you in the palm of his hand. I love you my sweet baby girl.