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Originally Posted by stormchaser  I lost my baby girl Roxee a 9 year old last week from cancer. she was my heart and soul truly my very best friend. I feel so lost so empty I'm still in shock that she's gone. she was the light of my life my everything. my heart has been broken into a thousand pieces. I know she's going to be waiting on that bridge for me and honestly I cant wait. I know only true yorkie lovers can understand how I feel right now but I didn't lose a dog I lost a daughter my heart and soul. all I can say is for all of ya'll that still have your babies love them with everything you have as I know you will. that's the one thing I can say I have no regrets I loved her with all my heart everyday. I wouldn't change a thing except to have had her much longer than just 9 years. may God Bless all your little babies and keep them safe. |
I never dreamed of the day i'd have to look up at a vet and tell her to put my dear baby to sleep for good but when you see your baby suffering and you know there's no hope you have to do what's best for them and not what's best for you. Your gut tells you to keep them hanging on but I told her if I could take the hurt to myself and away from her I would ..... well I guess that's what I did because I know she's not hurting anymore and now my insides are torn apart I never knew you could hurt like this but i'm glad its me and not my sweet baby girl. I stood there with her in my arms her head on my shoulder as the vet stuck the needle in her IV and slowly put my baby to sleep I felt the life leave her as her sweet little chin slowly lowered down to the bend of my arm and the last breath leave her and then I knew she was gone and I totally fell apart. I've never felt more empty and alone inside I lost my baby my daughter my best friend but I truly know she will always be in my heart as will I hers. Roxee may Glod Bless you and keep you safe until I can get there to. I love you my sweet baby girl and will miss you more than u know. I know your know well and healthy and running and playing I know your your old self again and what i'd give to see that just one more time. I know u'll be waiting at that rainbow bridge for me and I cant wait to see you once again come running to me with your sweet sweet kisses I love you Rox love daddy