I'm so sorry about little Elvis. The love of my life Minnie was taken the same way (though she was much older), and it was a very hard thing to go through for me as well. At least with a major seizure like that both our babies were unconscious and not in pain. Though words can't possibly convey the hurt and the love you feel for Elvis, it might still help to write about him; I found it very therapeutic to write about my thoughts and memories here when my girl died back in May. Please accept my deepest condolences and please don't hesitate to cry for Elvis. It's supposed to hurt like this when you lose such a special friend.