I am just reading this thread. I'm so sorry that Olivia hasn't been well. I will keep you both in my thoughts and prayers. What day do you go back this week? I sure hope her numbers are all where they should be or at least a whole lot closer.
You are so special Linda! God chose you to do what you do for a reason. Its very apparent to me that you are blessed with such a special gift. I think even your babies know.
Hang in there. Hugs to you and sweet Olivia.