I have been keeping Muffin close - I need the warmth of her furry little body and her tiny wet kisses. But I keep seeing Cassies tiny little face peering out of the O2 cage at me and I feel like I'm going to come undone. I am debating whether or not to visit her. Yesterday, she kept getting up in her O2 cage and she became more agitated because she wanted me to hold her and she was excited to see me. Her breathing became more labored. I am trying to stay away because I am afraid of agitating her. I don't know what is right. I don't know what to do.
I want to cry, but I can't, I just have this very sick feeling inside my stomach.