Bless your heart....this is one of the most difficult things you will every have to experience....those of us who had a close special relationship with our mommas, and have lost those precious souls, know exactly the heart wrenching pain you are going thru now. It takes your breath and your heart and soul actually hurt....and while you think you may not survive the ache and loss you are feeling now, believe me, it eventually does get better.....it takes a long time, and you never forget your precious momma, but slowly, eventually over time, you can actually breathe again. While it does very little to help your feeling of loss, your mother is finally at peace....she is resting peacefully in the arms of her Maker, and she is free from all pain.....first, the struggle, then peaceful restoration. He has written in stone, "Honor thy father and thy mother". Jan, your love and care and comfort you have shown your precious momma when she needed it "on this side", fulfilled His commandment, and He will Bless you and comfort you now in YOUR time of need. He is there for you, you call on Him to heal the pain in your heart, and He will respond! I will continue to pray for you, now that you have arrived at this place in your journey.....allow yourself to lean on Him for His strength and comfort and warmth....He is right there with you Jan, your broken heart is in His hands and He will heal it......He is looking on you know, and saying, "Job well done, Faithful Servant"...... |