I am sure he was letting you know it was time. This is so hard for me to right this.....my girl did the same thing when it was time for her to go.
It was around 6 in the morning and she cried and woke me. I looked at her and she was looking at me and I knew she wanted me to just hold her. I cried and held her for the next hour. I wrapped her in her blanket and rocked and cried. She held on until, I said it was ok to go. Then she convulsed until she was gone.
I am crying and sobbing as I write this. It is so fresh in my mind. She passed in August of 2012. I love her so much and will never forget her last hour with me.
Sorry, but I need to sign off for now......I know how you feel and you have my deepest sympathy. |