I am so sorry that your heart still hurts deeply. I do understand,Bunkey was my heart. I would see him out of the corner of my eye frequently after he passed. It has been a little over 2yrs sense Bunkey became very ill and I had to make the same decision. We now have Mina and the two of us are bonding. I still think of Bunkey alot,but the pain is not as much. When I feel like I need to talk about Bunkey,I talk to Mina and tell her how wonderful he was. It seems to help. I hope that time will allow you to bond to your new baby. |