Awwww, sweetie. I felt the same when we got Kel's ashes. Her box is in our family room, too, surrounded by a praying bunny and her picture. I feel like she's "home" with us too. It will get easier, I promise you. You won't cry every time you think of her, you'll have more happy memories than anything, even for the short amount of time she was in your life. You gave her a loving home and that's all that matters, she was blessed to have you. I'll continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers.