Diane, we all understand how you feel.....it is normal because we are human and love our babies. I was a nervous wreck when Teeka was spayed & will go through it again in a few months with Tatiana. She will be 6 months next week. I just discussed this with my vet this morning. Tatiana is 2.2 pounds and we are going to wait as long as possible before she is spayed. The smaller they are the scarier it is.....at least to me!
I will pray that everything will go well and that she heals quickly! The first day is the worst and you will be surprised at how quickly they bounce back to their old selves! ((Hugs)) to you and Sophie!