[dawn27]

As much as I hate to bring this up again, I must in order to make a public apology to Sariah and to the YT community and to those I hurt by my poor judgment.

My deepest apologies to Sariah and the YT community. I really had not intended on anyone getting hurt by my actions. Sadly I was wrong. I have had one very long week to reflect on my actions and this was not in any way a pleasant experience for me and I can imagine for Sariah either.

In my defense I honestly felt as if this person was not who she said she was and that they were not here for the right reasons. That they had only used the Internet photos to lie about having a Yorkie and might be only to cause trouble. Most of you who know of me and who interact with me here on YT know that I do not like conflict that regardless of how my times I find myself on the other end on a heated conversation and someone assumes the worse about me that I normally deal with it in a respectful way. But this time it was all me, I assumed the worse about someone, jumped to conclusions and took it way too far about something that was totally unfounded. I for one knows how that feels and wouldn't ever want to cause anyone that sort of hurt. I totally agree, I should have handled it differently, defiantly more respectfully and I am sorry if I hurt anyone by my actions and I deeply regret the childish name calling. It was totally uncalled for and I really am truly sorry.

I have such deep regrets in even starting the thread. I simply went with my gut feeling and as you all can see it was my mouth and not my gut feeling that has me here today with the most sincere apologies to you all.

I can see now that actions really do speak louder that words and that I took my rant a little too far. It just goes to show you that we are all human, that we made mistakes. What makes us different from others is how we own up to them and can be human enough to make it right. I did say that if I was wrong that I would own up to it .....well I was wrong. . . And this is Me" owning up to it . . And I do hope that Sariah and the YT community can forgive me. I am not a bad person I just made an honest mistake and I hope that you all can look past it and welcome me back. I would really hate to loose the friendships that I have gained here on YT over my own stupidity and lack of good judgment. I know that some of you were hurt and shocked by my actions and I can understand why, please forgive me.


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