Sebastian I am heartbroken...my wonderful little puppy Sebastian was killed on April 6. He was hit by a car right in front of our house. He is always so happy to see me when I get home from work. On that terrible Saturday afternoon, he bolted out the door and was running to me...but he didn't make it. How do you get over the loss? If only, if only, if only..if only the garage door was down...if only I parked in the driveway as usual instead of across the street....if only I crossed in front of my neighbor instead of letting him pass me. The only saving grace..if there is one...he didn't suffer long. As soon as I ran to him..he looked at me as if to say 'mommom...it hurts'...then he stopped breathing. I'll never get the image out of my head. We had 3 wonderful, loving years with him...and it feels like my heart will never heel. |