I forgot to say AMAZING woman when I said that I was praying for the positive, crazy one. You are amazing.
I agree with not dwelling on the negatives, but I'm glad you are talking about what you are going through so that you receive support and good tips on how to take care of yourself.
Definitely comply with treatment -- you don't want a big "Non-Compliant Patient" stamped on your chart like I had once.
Praying for you.