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And you aren't alone. Others have done that too. Is that the best or preferred way...no...but it is what it is (meaning this is what you have to work with). Jeanie is phenomenal. This site is phenomenal. Take a deep breath. Start reading some of the training tips in the library. Post your questions on here. Take some more deep breaths. Be prepared that this isn't going to change overnight. You are going to have to commit extensive time each and every day. Take some more deep breaths. If you start feeling overwhelmed, talk to us. Like I said if you are willing to put the time and energy into changing your behaviors/your habits and training your pup (which also will include structured time), we will try be here to support you.