[rubynrosie]

For sure sending tons of prayers your way!!! Just as a side note, and maybe you are aware of this, but some meds for bi-polar and PTSD have the dreaded side affect of tiredness. Not just "oh I didn't get enough sleep last night" tiredness but one where it is very hard to get things done that a person could prior to medication. Be aware of that and talk to your doctor or mental health provider if you continue to feel very very tired or have extreme lack of motivation! Good luck!