From having my hip replaced to two years of non-stop monitoring of my youngest daughter who developed a very serious eating disorder to discovering more health issues I am drained. I have been soooooo tired and having issues with all of the stress and started to see a therapist through the drs office. I saw a specialist for testing and she determined that I have bipolar disorder as well as PTSD. Its been a nightmare trying to get the right treatment. I am on meds #3 and so far they are useless. I have alternating bouts of insomnia and hypersomnia, up for as long as 40 hours and then at other times I sleep as long as 27 hours straight.
I thought that once I recovered from the last surgery that I would be back on my feet, then I thought once my daughter gets better (which although the medical community thought she wouldnt survive she is now on her way back and doing awesome
) that I would be back on my feet but now it looks like I have lost my feet lol.
I am so frustrated. I always worked and was always the person that other would remark "how do you manage to get so much done" about and now I feel utterly useless. I have been trying to work on making dog clothes which I love doing and setting up a website but am so damned tired that I get next to nothing done.
I have tried everything I can think of and now I guess I am looking for some prayers. Surely there has to be an end to all of this. Since 2007 its been one nightmare after another and I am praying that finally I can have a life again. Hope I dont sound like a whiney complainer I just really dont know what to do anymore. I truly believe in the power of prayer (my daughter is alive) and perhaps if a few of my friends here on YT can send one for me...
Thanks everyone,
Tina