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Originally Posted by Cookie2  Thank You Loraine.
This really means so much to me. Today was a good day in my home.
We were all together around the kitchen island just talking and laughing. I cooked and we all sat down and spent a good hour at the dining table just
our family. Something came up in our conversations about "mom's returning to her old self again, I thought it would never happen!"
My husband smiled and said "yes mommy is almost back but I know it will not be easy" It's very true and yes it has affected my marriage and my relationship with mydaughters. Things are looking very positive. I do need to step back a little.
Tomorrow is Cookie's 6th birthday. I dont know how I will be but I will make the best of it.
I found a cute little wooden trinket box at the Dollar Tree and it caught my attention when I read the writing on the lid. It has gold letters saying: HOPE
Give My Spirit Peace Within
Let Each Day With Hope Begin
I put it next to my nightstand and Cookie's little collar and tags are in it.
Happy 6th Birthday My love, my heart and joy. I feel it in my heart that you are being cared for. I know you know how much mommy loves you and holding you tight in my heart.
Below are some pictures from his 3rd Birthday
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Gen,
I have been reading your post about Cookie disappearing and I can relate to how devastating it is.
The same thing happened to my yorkie Isabell 4 years ago. I like you, put 100s of posters in mailboxes, vets offices, and stores . I knocked on I don't know how many doors. I looked and looked for months and months everywhere I went I looked for her. I never could give up the thought that one day she would appear on my front porch.....well after 4 years I still think of her and every once in awhile I still get the feeling that maybe she will be on my porch one day.
She was 4 when she disappeared, so now she is 8. The only way that I can cope with her loss is to think of her in some loving home.
My whole family loves her and we still talk about all the things she would do, and how much we miss her.
Isabell has a special place in my heart that no other yorkie can replace, but I have my yorkie Addyson that I love also. Believe me she is watched like a hawk.
I guess I am writing to you to let you know that it will get better in time, but you will always love her and you will always miss her, but you can come to terms with it.
My heart goes out to you and Cookie, and maybe one day she will show up on your front porch.
I hope this helps you in some way.