Don't get me wrong, I'm not flaking out and I have every confidence in Dr Beale. It's just my emotional side (I don't want her to go through this so wouldn't it be nice if we could wish it away or what if I do something negligent that messes up her recovery) vs my logical side (I saw those x-rays, I have the best Dr, I don't want her to live with the pain of arthritis, and since we are retired 24/7 supervision is not an issue).
I'm telling myself that I have to pull it together because she needs me to be there for her and as a result I'm having less anxiety about it today. Buck it up! But I'll probably have a good cry after I get home from dropping her off.
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