What's sad, Jeanie, is knowing the stuff about the COPD and emphazema and still not being able to break the nicotine habbit. That's how strong it is!
You all (well, most) know about my niece who has Cystic Fibrosis. The girl is literally dying waiting on lungs.
My granny (my dad's mom) had emphazema. She died of something else but was connected to an oxygen tank for the last 10 years of her life.
I see/saw that and I still have not been able to come close to quitting - until now. I try not to put unrealistic expectations on myself but so far, I'm hanging in there.
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