As you all know, on Sunday February 17, 2013 I lost my little Rudy. It has taken me until now to be able to come back to this site. I know you all know how hard it is to loose your baby. So many of you showed such compassion, and heartfelt expressions and as I sit here now reading them (again), I know in my heart of hearts that I did the right thing for little Rudy. It still hurts, I just can't seem to shake the feeling that maybe there was "one" more thing I could have done that would have worked. But again, I know. Little Gracie and I walk out to Rudy's grave every day, spend time with him and talk to him. (are we crazy?) Anyway, Gracie still has her moments as to say, where is Rudy, Mom? But then I pick her up, hold her tight, kiss her and tell her I Love Her and she seems to be okay. Sometimes I'll find her sitting with her little head hung low and I wonder, what is she thinking. All in all, we are doing well, or we're trying. Every day is precious with my little Gracie, and I want her to know that I will not leave her (as she is a rescue baby). Thank you all for you kindness, your consideration and your compassion. I will post again soon, with pictures of my little Gracie.
Be good to your babies
All our love,
(Ta2rose59) Sherri and Gracie
