Thanks for the welcome
I didn't mean to make you both cry, I hope you had a Kleenex at hand, haha. I was wondering whether it was my mind playing games, but the feeling of closeness and of not being alone is making me think otherwise. Me and JJ were inseperable, and a part of me insists that we still are - maybe not physically, but spiritually.
I've had paranormal experiences in the past when I was younger, I saw my aunt, both grandmothers, and a few people who I didn't recognise, but never an animal. When I saw JJ, I felt so comforted and that I wasn't really alone. I'm getting a lump in my throat just typing this!