I am reading this thread and am in tears... I had to say goodbye to my childhood dog two weeks ago and am still tormented by the decision I had to make with my mother. I still have dreams about her and think about her last moments on Earth. We made the decision to end her life and it was definitely not as peaceful as I thought it would be. I expected her just to fall asleep, but she fought the vet and yelped as the fluid was going into her veins... I have not been able to forgive myself. |