[tammy8833]

Originally Posted by Patty

I know exactly what your feeling. I feel the same way. My Riley has been gone for 20 months and I feel guilty every day. It brings tears to my eyes to write it. He had allergies all his life and developed chronic bronchitis. I brought him to the vet hoping there was something more they could do. My vet and I tried for over a year to help him. He was having problems breathing, slowly getting worse. I remember the drive there looking at him. The only way I could drive there was because I was telling myself I could get him help. My vet was so wonderful. When I asked her if it was time she said "yes". I spent time with him telling him how wonderful he was and that I loved him so. Anyway, I feel like I did kill him.., he had to go because I said so.., who am I to do that. Even though I know it was best for him, I continue to question myself.

Just wanted to say hugs