My sweet Heidi - It's been three years My precious Heidi.. I can't believe it's been three long years since I've been able to see your beautiful face and hold that precious little body. I miss you as much today as I did the day I had to let you go. You were my first and you will always be first in my heart and soul. I never knew that I could love one little being as much as I loved you and I think you loved me just as much. I remember when I had to leave you at home you would sit on the back of the couch and look out the window watching for me to come back home and when I got there you wouldn't leave my side. And I remember how you slept curled up in my arm every night for 18 yrs. Oh how I miss that. Please know that your mama thinks about you every day and you still sleep beside the bed. I love you and miss you so sweet girl. Rest in peace my sweet baby. |