Awwww, sweetie. I so relate to you and completely understand. We got Bella a month ago, and we lost Kelli 2 months ago. I look at her sometimes and just break down because I can still see and hear and feel Kelli and some of the stuff Bella does or the looks she gives me are so 'her'. Bella was born just 11 days before our Kel died, so I sometimes think part of Kelli's spirit is in her. I know that might sound absolutely SILLY to some, but I do think Kelli is watching her and guiding over her. Maybe it would help you some to think of what an Angel Cassie is for your Baby Blessing? I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers, and hope that your pain eases with time. You'll always miss her, but she was so blessed and loved to have had you in her life as her family. |