Oh, sweetie, I can only imagine how hard it is, I do know that with my 16 year old cat that I had to sent to the RB, It was so hard, but now as time has passed 2 years, I have only good thoughts of her, not that I don't miss her and think of her, but it is easier. And I know she is better off, and running and playing and thanking me for letting her go.
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Rhonda, Bailey, Josie and my angel Bella Rue'
"Until one has loved an animal, a part of one's soul remains unawakened."
~Anatole France~