That's a long list of pain and loss. It's got to get so wearing to see one after one person you know well and care about going through the tough, often harsh treatment modes, the heartbreak of hospice and then the loss of that person. I imagine after the first two or three, you begin to really have a very hard time processing all of that distress and sadness. I'm so sorry this horrible disease has robbed you of so many people that meant so much to you. That kind of loss has got to take a toll.
__________________  Jeanie and Tibbe One must do the best one can. You may get some marks for a very imperfect answer: you will certainly get none for leaving the question alone. C. S. Lewis |