Exactly how I feel! But this time around I wanted so desperately to adopt from a shelter . . .I have two guys from breeders and they are AWESOME, but I feel I want to adopt a little one that wasn't wanted or couldnt be kept anymore . . .
And I now see they have him marked "on hold" and they haven't even talked to me or gotten back to me, so I'm wondering if I never had a shot at all . . .