I cry with you over your loss of that precious little baby.....God truely sent her down that cold, dark, snowy road that day, to your precious, loving home and family.....she made a permanent difference in your lives, and what a wonderful difference you made in hers! She was sent to you by God, because He knew she was safest in your hands....and while we all talk about how courageous it is to realize when the time has come to walk with these precious babies, that long, final walk to Rainbow Bridge, my God, is there ANYTHING, short of the loss of a family member, that even comes close to the unbearable, searing pain and heartache you are going thru right now???? We try to be heros and do the right thing, and we silently, numbly step forward and go thru the motions, but OMG, it hurts!!!! Just cry, just cry until you can not cry any more....but you have to find a little peace and comfort in the fact that you loved that baby, and she adored you, and even though it is killing you to go thru this now, you STILL put her first and formost, and unselfishly walked thru hell now, for her, so she can rest in peace and wait for you at Rainbow Bridge. I am crying with you now....I remember your first post and it seems like only last month....cry and then sleep that restless, painful sleep we all sleep, but know she is peaceful and free from all her pain........ |