My deepest sympathies for the loss of your beloved Gizmo. You seem to be carrying a lot of guilt that is not yours to hold. Gizmo would not want you to do that. When several things are happening at one time, it is very easy to not know exactly what it is. Gizmo knows how much you loved him..you showed him that by doing the selfless thing and letting him go out of his pain. The pain you feel will always be there but it will lessen as time passes. Let the love and yorkie kisses from Kandi help to heal you.
RIP sweet Gizmo. You will all be together again someday.
__________________ Terri, proud mom to Mandie & Shelby-Dale  |