Joel was doing fine hearing the fireworks, he would look at me, I ignored him and he would just lay down.
So then he wanted to go potty so I went out with him since the fireworks slowed down and were far away, and suddenly there were HUGE fireworks right behind our house and even worse he saw them, he FREAKED and ran to the house shaking and crying.
I feel so bad for taking him out and now I ruined him forever with fireworks. For all I know he thinks I did it, and now he'll probably never go in the backyard

Anyway sorry for rambling on, I just feel so sad.....