I know from experience that when you are depressed and something, even something small happens to your little one you get sucked in a little bit deeper. I too was in debt (filled bankrupt at the age of 25) and depressed. Look to your little one as your saving grace. You have to be happy so that she will be happy too. I talked to Gracie about my feelings, kind of like therapy. She listened, never judged me. She gave me love even when I felt I was not deserving. I got threw it and so will you. I got off of medication and decided to heal myself. I got up every morning and told myself that even if I feel like no one loves me, my puppy does, and that counts! Get up, no matter how badly you don't want to, and do things with Ruby. She needs you! She will be ok, listen to your fellow YT's they know! We are all here for you and for Ruby! I will pray for you and Ruby. |