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I know a lot of people are againt medicine and some have a pride thing, which I was guilty of but I can tell you now I never leave home without Xanax. If my best friend sees me starting to clinch my jaw she knows to use the "I have to use the bathroom come with me line" because I snap and will just go OFF on somebody but I do it in an odd calm way which at times is rather interesting for my friends to witness lol
We were at a bonfire a couple weeks ago and between music people I did of know and all the action going on it just put me on edge, I never really know when or why an attack will happen but this one girl just happen to pick that moment to ask me in front of everybody why I did not like her and I calmly and very nicely said its because you use people treat your man horrible have no bussiness bringing innocent children into this world because you are unfit mother... There were more reasons I stated but then asshe cried I told her I was sorry the truth was upsetting and asked if she needed a hug.
Lol so at least when I do snap I am nice haha