[GuinnessStout]

Today would be a good example... I was in a 3 hour meeting yesterday and was fine had no problem speaking in front of people or anything, today was an hour meeting I swear the clock was ticking so loud it echoed in the room and if the lady next to me brushed off lint from her jeans one more time I might have stabbed her with my pen and why did they have to find the man with the single most annoying voice in the world to speak better yet why was this man a moron and why in the heck where we even having this meeting.. You know I never realized how stupid and annoying the people were I worked with till I was in this tiny room with them.... Lol... I was fine one moment then the next all those thoughts just pop into my head lol usually whenever I start to clinch my jaw or bite my cheek I know an attack is coming on so I start trying to calm myself down in my head or depending on the situation just give in and take my medicine.