I can relate to what you are going through. One of my son's had a serious condition when he was young like yours. I also am/was a Christian and was believing God for the best but as you said the reality hits you in the face daily. Surgery is a scary thing for anyone but it is especially difficult for a parent to turn their child over to even the best of doctors for surgery.
Stay close to your bible and find as many comforting verses as you can to keep your mind from slipping into fear. The word is your greatest offensive weapon in this battle.
I'll be praying for you and your family. |