I'm so sorry for your loss and I know just how you feel. It's just like losing a child or a family member. I lost my little boy unexpectedly a month ago. I was so depressed. Nothing made me happy including my 2yo daughter who always makes me smile. It's been hard. I think of him everyday. At first it seemed like I could look in certain spots where he would normally be and I'd think he'd be there. It's very strange. I miss him so much. After a month , it has gotten somewhat better. I still cry everyday though at least once. In time you will feel a little better. I promise. (((Hugs))) |