[Samuelsmommie]

Thank you all for your concern and kind words as well as prayers and support. I can't tell you how much it has meant to me.

Yesterday and last night were really hard for me, but today I have pulled myself together, dusted myself off and am focusing on what's BEST for SAMUEL. He is my main focus and concern. He is still running around being his happy go lucky self.

I was kneeling beside the bed earlier with my head on the bed, lost in thought. Sam walks over climbs on the bed, kisses the top of my head climbed down and went back to playing. The revelation in that for me was God will always give you what you need when you need it. I didn't know it at the time, but I needed that at the time just to remind me what I'm fighting for!

Dr. Carson was already on my radar yesterday, because that's one of the 1st things I did was research peadtric neurosurgeons and he came us as being the
best. So we sat down last night as a family and watched the movie about the
story of his life. But thanks so much for posting all his information.

To the young lady who commented about me always seeming so positive in my posts to others. Thank you, I never want to put off what I'm going through onto others. I try to stay upbeat and positive because you simply never know what others are dealing with in their everyday life. I try to talk to and treat others the way I would like to be treated.

Again thank you all for your kindness!