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Originally Posted by capt_noonie  Thank you all for the thoughts and prayers and thank you Susi for updating for me. I tried several times in the last few days to come and update but it was just too hard for me. I miss that sweet little guy so much. It's not the same here without him. I cried so much my head and eyes hurt for two days. I felt like a jerk for complaining my head hurt when what that little guy went through was a million times worse. he was so smart and sweet, and such a funny character. He went through so much I just can't believe he is gone. Ultimately it was not my decision on what to do bc he was not my dog but a foster. But I loved him like he was my own. I miss him so much. He was only in our lives since April but it seemed like he was always here. i just can't get the image of how frail and helpless he looked right before he passed. I just feel like a total failure and that I let him down. And I can't believe I didn't take him in right away after his first seizure. I didn't even know that it was a seizure. I keep thinking about all the things that I could of done or should of done and if I did maybe he would still be here now next to me.
Thank you all again for your love and support. I think I am going to be taking a break from YT for a little bit. |
Oh...my heart just aches so badly for you. Please don't beat yourself up...it was a hard situation and you were at his side, always loving him...as a foster...you gave him a home and I'm sure he loved you like you were in his life the whole time. He isn't in pain anymore...and I believe you will see him again some day. He'll watch over you now...as your heart heals, just as you were there for him.
We will always be here for you when you feel ready to come back
I'm so sorry. RIP Scrapps.