[QUOTE=Rescuemomma;4018555]But I must say for everyone who thinks I'm a hero - I'm not. And I feel totally defeated now

As much as I will always be pro-rescue, if and when I feel like I can let another York into my heart and my life, I must admit, I think I'll be seeking out a healthy Yorkie from a respectable breeder. I don't think I can take loosing it after just a few days like this again

And sadly, that's always a risk with rescues, you never know what abuse,
IM SO SORRY TO READ ABOUT POOR WEE LILLY[R.I.P LITTLE GIRL]
PLEASE DONT GIVE UP ON RESCUE U DO AN AMAZING JOB,,, ITS BETTER TO HAVE LOVED THAN NEVER BEEN LOVED ,,, im glad wee lilly had that from you xxx