It is just so sad reading this thread
. When we lose our little ones whether to accident or illness it seems we always are so full of wondering why and what if. I know when we lost Loleta even though the vet said her little heart just gave out and she had been diagnosed with a bad murmer the month before it seemed she went downhill so fast that every thing imaginable went through my head. I feel so bad for the OP that she is going through this. Prayers going up for her.