[lynzy420]

First of all, I am so sorry for your loss and your obvious pain...I am even more sorry that you felt it necessary because of someone elses concern for the breeder to keep it all bottled up, a YT member no less, casting of guilt on you for coming forward. You have obviously been holding this pain in and the guilt of not informing others, keeping your "secret" was so obviously painful for you and I am so proud of you for getting it out of your system once and for all!

YT has a section for reviews of breeders, and unfortunately at times the breeders come and defend themselves but YT allows it. The thought that someone here, knowing what you were going through prevented you from venting or sharing your story is very sad, and I truly hope you go the distance and report the member to Admin or Ann. IMHO that is unacceptable behavior on this board and quite frankly ignorant.

I really am sorry for your loss and I hope now you can begin to really heal. Thank you for taking such loving wonderful care of your very special baby, it takes a very special person to follow through with the care for these poor pups, I am so glad she had you...may she rest in peace.