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Originally Posted by McheleM  If I have to be honest, his reasoning is more about the depression and the "lack of will to live". I essentially walked out of the Drs office, told my family I wasn't doing anymore radiation, chemo or taking anymore meds. He told me he would rather leave and deal with the heartbreak of the divorce than to watch me give up and slowly kill myself. I know that doesnt excuse what he did, and I am not making excuses for him, but I was being stupid. Obviously I did finish radiation and started chemo. And I'm back on all my meds.
Yes, my daughter and I went Saturday and looked at wigs. |
Just wanted to say that I watched and took care of my father as he went through these same feelings. You weren't being stupid sweetie you were being human! I'm so sorry that your husband did not have the strength and courage to help you fight through this. But it looks like GOD had other plans because you have a wonderful support group right here on YT!
Now I don't know you and you don't know me, but I just wanted you to know that I will be praying for you and am here if you ever need some encouragement or just an "ear".
I watched my father go through the radiation and chemotherapy etc. and I personally think you have earned the right to snap or feel anyway you want. It's okay to be sad, angry or whatever but when your done stand up brush yourself off look in the mirror and say "I am fearfully and wonderfully made and I love me and most importantly GOD loves me and I can handle this".
I would like to add you to our church prayer list if you don't mind. Please PM me your name so that we can call your name out before the Lord in prayer!
Take care
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