[kjc]

Originally Posted by dawn27

Oh wow....I am stunned and amazed that you felt the need to apologize after all you have been through. Good gosh women.... you've been through hell and back. Dont stress over the small things it can interfere with your recovery.

I know what it is like after seeing my own sister suffer with brain cancer and go through simular experience. Even loosing her marriage when her a**hole, cowardly husband decided he couldn't deal with a sick wife either. He just packed up and left my sister during a time in her life when she needed him the most. Still makes me sick just thinking about it. When it comes to a man leaving his sick wife there are no words to express how sad and disgusted that makes me. I am so sorry that you are having to deal with this without him by your side. I can only hope that you have a good support system in place to help get you through this dificult time.

Reading your post brought tears to my eyes just thinking of what my sister went through dealing with her cancer. Just stay strong and you do what you need to so to get yourself better and to heal.