[acesmom79]

Originally Posted by PennePerfect

One month ago today I lost my little Peanut Man. I miss him terribly and the pain won't go away. He was only 4 1/2 years young and I counted on growing old together. I am thankful each and every day for the loving babies that he gave me in Jaime, Gio, Buddy & Missy and see a piece of him in each of them every day. R.I.P. my little guy and know we think about you every moment of every day! You truly have left footprints on my heart.

I completely understand. It's been a little over a month since we lost Ace, and the pain is not getting better. It's so extra terrible when they go at a young age, it's unfair. The one good thing is that he left you his offspring, I wish Ace had had children, he was so special. I wake up in the middle of the night and I still can't believe he's gone. It's been the worst experience of my life. To lose my best friend, constant companion, and baby is so unreal to me.
You are in my thoughts.