I know how you feel, I really do. I miss my Dad so much, there are so many firsts I can't list, I am doing everything now without him, he was truly my best friend...I am 46 and I feel like a child on my own and lost sometimes, I always try to think "what would Dad tell me to do?" etc., its so hard...
People say your so lucky to have had him for so long...he was 89..he lived a long life etc., that doesn't make it feel any better....the only consolation is that because of his long life I have so many more memories and pictures etc., to remember him by!!!
I am not sad that he had died, I know hes safe and happy, I'm sad that he isn't here being my Dad...my "BOSS"...
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