[Samuelsmommie]

I know exactly how you feel. I lost my father to cancer and I am dreading October, because it will make two years. He passed away here in my home. I take comfort in knowing that he was saved and is not in any more pain. I miss him so much that I talk to him daily. I will pray that God's grace and mercy will give you the peace that you need to begin to heal. It's the same prayer I pray for myself. Big hugs, if you ever need to talk... I am a good listener.