Oh my gosh, I am so very sorry
Of course everyone here understands how much you love your babies and a lot of us have lost one or more
No one in my real life understood when my Starr passed away, they said she was "just a dog"
I happened to stumble onto YT when looking for support. Everyone here really helped me a lot!
I hope that with some time, you will feel better and you will be able to smile when you think of Major
BIG hugs going out to you!!!