When Gizmo was first diagnosed with an enlarged heart and COPD, I said never...never again. I would never get another baby. I couldnt stand the thought of going thru that kind of pain again. And when we lost her in May, I felt the same way. Never again. I would only have my 7 year old, Zoe. But since time has passed and the depression set in.....I went to the doctor and began taking medication. Once my emotions started to level out, I started thinking that a new addition to the family would help with the healing process. My husband saw it in my eyes every time I would see a pup on tv or the internet. And now we are busy with Miss Sadie Jase....and hoping that Zoe will soon accept her. I noticed yesterday that Gizmos roses we planted at her grave are filled with blooms. I like to think that Gizmo is telling us that its ok.....and shes still with us. |