No matter how much time passes after we lose our loved ones, it's still always very difficult, especially on the first special occasion. I lost my mom thirty six years ago, and I still miss her so. But I also adore her now as much as I always did, and she is so much of who I am. We may lose our loved ones physically, but they remain in our hearts forever. I hope it gets easier for you without your Papa. I am very sorry, Patti. |