Hi I am so sorry to hear about your untimely loss of little Ace. In answer to your original post.. yes i have experienced losing a baby.. last year was just so awful.. first my beloved love of my life Jamie became ill and we lost him at age 11, yet like you, i felt i was robbed as he'd been so well and I thought we'd have him till 15+. Then we had a lovely puppy.. he became ill and we found out he'd been born with insufficient kidney function.. we had to let him go at just 17 weeks. I was still grieving terribly for my Jamie, then this happened to a baby! I was just in shock. A year on.. two rescues and a puppy later and I still have my moments of tears, and I'm still so missing my Jamie, but life is good and I do wonder if Jamie has sent these new babies to us.. and as for the puppy that we lost.. well I just can't tell you how wrong that feels to this day. I know it's little comfort, but though your love for Ace and your deep pain in losing him will probably always be with you somewhere, somehow these new babies find themselves corner of your heart just for them. I read that you have your new little one lined up.. and I'm absolutely sure that Ace has sent him to you x x x x x |